#942
I've been in the dark for so long. There's sometimes when I think that I couldn't see the light anymore. Everything was so hard. I was tired. I don't feel like to find the way out anymore. Somehow I was calm in the dark. I used to it and I don't want to go anywhere. I just want be there. So that nobody know who I am and how I am doing. I don't want to be sympathised. I don't want feel like I'm begging for attention. I want to be on my own. To fall to drown or to get back and fight. But there's sometimes, it hit me. The feeling of needing someone be here beside me, listen to me and said everything gonna be okay. That's when I feel so tired. I'm just damn tired.... but then ; semicolon. Hanging in there I need to keep running. I need to go through this road. I still got few precious people in my life who wait for me. People that need to be taken care off. What ever it is. semicolon. hanging in there. Even if I