Encek Gadis

Saat mereka mula bicara tentang percaya, saat mereka katakan tentang angan, saat mereka bentangkan masa depan ;       aku sudah lama hanyut dengan selainnya. Tanpa percaya, angan dan masa depan,       yang ada cuma hari dan waktu berlalu,       ruang kotak batu dan kebuntuan. Pada mungkin waktu mereka berhenti dari bicara semuanya;       aku sudah lama pekak, bisu dan lupa Tentang apa atau sesiapa.

This is the journey of my life. One day the storm will stop. Everything will past. I'll be okay, right? The sweetness of life will appear along the hardships. One day, I'll move forward and forget everything that hurts. One day, I'll be where I wish for so long and all this pain will gone. I'll go to Japan, fullfill my dreams and forgetting you. One day, I'll admit that this feelings was wrong, and such a mistake. I'll get my feet on the ground and accept the reality. I'll walk away from memories, enjoying the moment I live. I'm sorry for being ridiculous. I've been so wrong all this while. I'll be gone. I'll be okay. Yes I do. Even if that makes me living not ordinary and normal life. Even if that makes me be alone till the times end. Even if that makes me be the worthless for everyone. I'll be okay as long as I could find my self and be the one I want to. I want to be free. It's me who take things w