beg on u

u make me feel like this. ouh please.


yes we are friends, we are just friends since we know each other for few years. since old school timer
but friends is not how long you noe each other 
 its about how you really noe about each other.
thats not fair when you are the one that know about me 
and i'm not. 
i am oke to say hi as a friends.. 
yeah truly im okey with it. 
just.. no need  to say something for all the things.
me just 
uneasy with what u're doing
others might get wrong.
ive nothing to do with u. we just friends. thats all.
the one that ive talk about there
is not you. 
the one always be there but u cant see.
the one is the best one so im trying to be the best 2.
ouh how to make this clearly. 
T.T
sometimes there's no need to be there all the times
but there more than enough to come on the right time
that the one always do.
so please stop saying all d times there  towards all d things im saying.
coz sometimes im just merepek, be nonsense.
and when im with d one so...
im just want d one.



you have no idea what im talking about. so please stop admit that im saying to you. please stop asking me is it you. coz.. most of my friends is yours to. im just dont like it. yeah im not hot, or good or better than others. maybe im just paranoia or whatever it is, the only thing i noe is u've made something quite annoying.  coz im worrying the one thought something happen between us even i noe the one won't do that. im just affraid.  me believe on best guy for best girls. so i wont do something the one wouldnt do. im pathetic or anything else.. for this while me just wanna b free. and im not d best for u. maybe my thought my intinct was wrong. whateva it is. i cant accepting wat u're doing.

p/s:susah jugak untuk terus terang. tapi aku harap anda faham. aku tak selesa dengan apa yang anda buat. tak perlu suka atau catat semua di sana. dan bila aku kata rindu. itu bukan anda jadi abaikan aku. ya kita kawan ya anda baik. tapi.... ah agah fussy. and im not happy!

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sekamar rindu said…
salam..

tak perlu susah nak berterus terang...berterus terang saja lah..
December 5, 2011 at 12:04 PM
Asleh Nafsak said…
Assalamu'alaikum wbt. hai!

Kawan saya minta tolong promote link ni. Sila klik yea. Tiada kena apa2 pun. :)

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December 5, 2011 at 1:31 PM
encekgadis said…
-sekamar rindu.

waalaikumusalam. bukn tak nk brterus terang takut ada yg terluka dan timbul sengketa.

islah nafsak.. insyallah
December 5, 2011 at 8:57 PM
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