Dear you, My life had turns upside down. I'm not the girl who deserve you. I'm full of flaws. How I wish I could tell you how I feel, how hard it is to bear everything alone. To fall for you without a reason. Only if I know the reason behind it, so I could erase and destroy them. It's been eleventh years since we met for the first time and almost 5 years I'm having this thought on you. It's wrong I know. I begged to HIM for a help. I just want to clear my mind. Frankly I don't solely believe in love or relationship. I'm looking for a friend and a companion. Who I can talk with beyond the topic of marriage or love. I've been living alone for more than 4 years right now. I'm used to do things on my own. But sometimes when my mind get wild with thoughts I wish I have someone to talk to. Talking about such random things. I love to learn as I know how hard it is to be ignorant. To left behind. I've been working hard so I could stand on my own. Ma...
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selalu jenguk blog.. tapi aku kurang dah nak tinggalkan jejak.. jadi silent reader je.. huhuhu..
ermm.. apa ko punya id akaun twitter? yg aritunya dah hilang beb lepas aku deactivate twitter.. =(
aku sendiri pun dah jarang datang sini... hehehhe
twitter aku kau cari @encekgadis
patut dah lama tak nampak kau..