#1081

You will never know when last is the last.

I'm having such hard time this year. 

It changed me a lot.

There's sometimes I ask who am I. 

She seems different.

Ive been struggling to wake up and alive not just living.

I feel that Ive been alone for so long. 

Which make loneliness  is who I am.

I meet remedies through songs and movie.

I can't read for quite sometimes. It tear me up.

So I looking for something else that can keep me accompany. Things that can help me not to forget how to laugh and what happy is like.

My weaknesses is I give my all to those and forget that there's a rain, it can't be bright sunny day for all the time.

It's weird to feel sorrow when someone who never know you exist left. 

But when you don't have much, someone could be means a lot.

I keep losing people that makes me stop to meet a new one. 

I can bear to be alone than to be left.