#979

I try to keep everything inside so i won't be burden to anyone.

I'll cry when someone told me to keep fighting and be strong.

Because I make them worry.

I'm glad that they care but I don't know for how long i could survive.

I know that I'm not that strong or good to fight.

I'm sorry for everyone in my life that being neglected.

I'm sorry I can't be there for you the way I need you to be with me.

Sometimes i keep my self distant, I don't feel that I deserve your care and sympathy because I can't give you the same.

I love you all.

But I can't be the best for myself so I'm worried that I'll be troublesome.

I'm tired of being guilty.

I'm not good enough.

I'm tired.

Tired.